I SUX BIG TIME!!!

yoyoyo...its now for the self hating sessions...yo man yo man...i sux like hell sia i dunno wads goin on wif me...i tink my once-a-while-short-term-depression is coming...siao liao...dieee...i have a big prob sia...i'm a damn farkin difficult person to live with...u noe...i jus sux...i'm jus so selfish...towards anyone...frens or family..its the same...

i am nv a giver or contributor or watever shit...i've always been a reciever...i jus tink dat ppl whom i noe shuld jus treat me well...and i jus take it for granted...yes yes i sux...i jus dun care abt dem...when anyone of dem have any prob...i jus dun care...i dun give it a shit...cos i tink its too troublesome..nbcb...dats how i live my life so far...pathetic la...i nv realli learn how to care or love someone...cos i realli tink its troublesome and tiring...but hoh...sometimes i aso dun care if ppl care abt me...haha...i'm siao one sia...but but the pt is i sux ...i dun like myself sia...i'm sibei authistic!!!...i jus dun feel comfortable wif ppl anymore...dieeee...i dun wan to talk to anyone...dieeee...send me to mental hospital...hahaha...but seriously mental hospital hoh...is realli a gd place where u can cultivate urself to be enlightened i tink i mention in my blog be4...anyway i'm damn not enlightened nowadays

haizzz...i'm changin sia...i hate it when i change...cb...i will get so confuse...aaaah...WTF...i'm changin duno into wad sia...i tink i'm mutating...woooo...wad powers will i get huh?...i wan to fly sia...so when i'm like quarelling wif ppl which is very unlikely to happen...i can jus shoot up into the sky in the middle of the quarrel...as you noe when u are quarellin u will get veri agitated wif all the adrenaline pumpin into ur blood...so when i fly up the sky...the person quarrellin wif me who is very agitated will get a shock...hahaha...den too much adrenaline or blood will be pumped to his/her brain...den the person will faint...hahahahaha...i explained until so long...so i wan to mutate into a person dat can fly or levitate...but i dun wan to have wings...its damn ugly...wooooo...den i will form a mutant force goin ard makin ppl kena shock and faint...hahaha...coool man...yea man

sibei long nv blog le...wooooo...i'm sibei sianz...i'm very not contended wif my life...but i aso not sure wad i wan to do wif it...sibei sianz ah

Thx to Bao lian deng...i've worked for 2 days since my last paper...i worked at PICO ART sia...dats where Mr David Wong worked ages ago...isnt dat farkin coool..yea man..but the first day sux like hell...we reached the office at 9am...and dere was nthing to do until like 3pm or so...WTF..and dat day we worked until 12.30am...is dat cool or wad...and the nxt day we have to start work at 9am. At first, we are told dat we will be writing tings on the invitation cards..WTF...i onli did dat like only durin the last 3 hrs of my work...we had to do other tings which we took like damn farkin long to do...fark sia...dey not organise one
Anyway, PICO ART is a company reponsible for organisin mani mani big exhibition or trade shows in Singapore...Damn coool la...and dey are always so busy...hmmmm..at least dey r busy durin my 2 days at work dere, but their boss is way too demandin...demanded some ridiculous and needless tings...i forgt wad le...and wan say we slow aso nid to go thru other ppl mouth...nbcb sia...
Anyway...the only colleague who was on the 2 day assignment wif me is Karen, a SMU graduate...she jus graduated so she haven realli start findin any job...heard quite alot abt SMU...quite interestin i tink..but i've forgt wat i've heard le

And den dere was koon bday on 15th feb...ate steamboat...played awhile of mahjong den finally its vodka...tis time we dint drink finish...i tink we drank abt 3/4 nia...maybe liqour capacity increased le ba...the vodka dint realli have much effect on my brain...haha..i was not realli high onli abit blur...but i'm contented le...cos if i were to drink more even if i nv get high i aso will vomit...but anyway i like hard liquor!!! and xuan was sayin gt one beer call hold island or wadever shit is nice sia...but i cant find...fark fark fark...i wan try!!!

And den its CNY..gong xi gong xi gong xi ni...fark i hate CNY...cos i see most of my relatives once a yr...den i do not feel anyting towards dem at all...so i dun see any point in visiting dem...but of cos first day i have to go bai nian...but on the 2nd day...i jus continue slpin and heck anyone who ask me to go bai nian...haha...sibei bad sia...but who cares...so went to watch EPIC movie with xuan and jas...2nd row sux and well paisae for askin dem watch tis stupid shit...where are thse lame tings dat can be found in SCARY MOVIES...but gt one ting quite farnie..deres alot of kids watchin the show and deres is actualli some mature contents but not R-RATED contents in the movie...so haha...their parents mus be regretting...hahahahahahahhahahaha

ANYWAY...BLESS ME IN FINDING A NICE JOB SOON!!!

HAHAHA....i have the cooooooolest cursor on earth!!!

...U JUST WONDER WHY...